It’s been a tiring week and I’m feeling awful about not having written to friends even though I’ve been back for over a week now, not to mention not being able to accomplish everything on my agenda. Time just seems to slip out of fingers like loose sand and before I know it, it’s already past midnight and I still have a dozen odd-things left to complete. I shouldn’t complain – I’ve got pretty much what I asked for and it’s not like it’s been all work and no play. Despite the fact that I’m now working weekends, this weekend was much fun, with a movie, lunch and a soirée organized by my students. Actually managed to dodge a potentially traumatic weekend merely by keeping myself occupied from 6 a.m to way past midnight! But…there’s always a BUT, isn’t there?
I don’t know…while it’s wonderful to be so busy, to be on my feet and constantly doing something and putting those grey cells to work, I’m finding myself wishing for something more. What I really need right now is…
- Someone who will hold my hand and tell me that it will be alright, someone who will just hold me and be there for me when I’m feeling so incredibly tired of putting up a brave front, when all my reserves are wearing thin and when I’m reeling desperately out of control.- To organize myself into some kind of a routine, that helps me balance work (which is surprisingly becoming more and more challenging by the day) and studies, along with my other responsibilities.- But what I need more than anything else is for Papa to tell me that what I’m doing and what I plan to do is the right thing…
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BLUE SOUP
in large soup pot, in salted water boil 1 head of gobi till done
take what amount you like for other dishes
boil rest till soft
stirr, so it comes apart
in separate vessel melt 1 table spoon of margarine
add less flour and stirr to make consistent mass without lumps
add a little gobi water, stirr, add a little more, stirr, add still a little more, stirr
add liquid to soup pot, stirr
spice up the soup with pepper and salt
crack one egg, add it to the soup and immediately stirr, so it spreads nicely
add nutmeg and fresh corriander
serve
bon appetit!
Hang in there, my dear.
*hugs*
Times flow like a river. The bad water reaches every bank. But hold still, it will pass, bringing along the sweet purity of an untouched experience.
Yeah, hang in there.
-PeAcE
--WiTh
---GuNs
Anon German - BIG HUG!!! :-)
Casa, Guns - Hanging on, but arms get tired every once in a while na? Then must crib thoda :-)
You can do much more than thoda crib, darling. :)
Just recovering from cold and allergies now. Will get back in the sms/call groove asap - promise! *hug*
Extempore - Darling now that the call has happened, get back into the groove and post dammit!!! ;-)
Baccha, this just proves how often you check my blog! Muahahahahaha - :D
tons n tons of hugs all the way from france jus for u babe!!!!
plz do take care
will call u as soon as i can
loadsa love
Coucou chèrie!
*Hugs*
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