Sunday, January 18, 2009

Boarding Pass

A year ago was when I first seriously considered taking things further. I hesitated, nervous, wondering if it was the right thing to do at this point in life. I questioned my sanity. I tried reasoning with myself that doing this without the safety net would be quite a risk. And then I knew that if I didn't take the plunge, I'd regret it for the rest of my life. I should have known I'd do it.

The final decision to go back to studies and fund it myself, even if it is only for a short course was a relief, even if I'm now extremely nervous about the whole deal. Nervous enough to have bitten two of my nails into half! Now sitting just a day away from the first day at Centre Universitaire d'Études de Français, Université Stendhal, Grenoble the import of my decision finally stamped on to my conscious and unconscious mind, I can only hope that this will bring to me everything I expect.

2 comments:

idle mind said...

there's this school of thought that says when in doubt, opt for the newer / scarier option.
sounds like that's where you belong :-)

all the best!

Sonal Dharma said...

I've heard,to be the best teacher,u 1st have to be a good student throughout your life..

as you now have a good experience of being a gr8 teacher,go ahead ma'am,be a 'Better' student and of course,return as the 'Best' teacher!

i m not tat gr8 to wish u,but i do hope the very best for u!