Searching high and low for Plain Jane circa 2005. Craving a nice and hot pizza. And dahi bata puri at Chandru's. With A. Reading again. Where are the rains? Miss the langorous summer afternoons at SK. Should I study more? Waiting for N to come. Intensely irritated with the way the B1 group reacted this morning. Conversations at dawn. At dusk. At noon. I want to turn back the clock. Empty. Lonely. Remember that first winding converstion? Restless. Bored. If only I had a magic wand... I really need to learn driving and get myself a licence. I want. Can't tell you what. Wondering what time has against me. Will miss those two when they leave in a few months. Arthur's Theme, November 2007. That lunch was one of the best ever. Wondering what would have happened if I hadn't stopped playing with my buttons. Will I sign that contract anytime soon? The Rubicon has been crossed. Build me the bridge to return. The wedding was fun. Or not? I could have done with more alcohol. Hate thinking about money all the time. I want to re-live the winter of 2007-2008. And the summer of 2005. Why didn't I get that bourse? I want to go back and hold time still. Should I wear a skirt to class this weekend? Some people just don't get the hint. Will not compromise. Not even for your happiness. Want them to be proud of me Will they? Are they? I want. Can't tell you what. At large and at small - Confessions of a Literary Hedonist. A must read. Want to walk in the woods. And see the sun set behind the lake. Need to purge the hatred from my system, but I really don't understand why some people continue to exist. I missed Bones last week. I miss K, even though he is still just a phone call away. I miss Papa all the time. Will I ever stop missing you? Ever? I won't.
I want. Can't tell you what.
I want. Can't tell you what.
2 comments:
I read this post slowly, very slowly. One sentence. Pause. Next sentence. And so on. Not that it helped me decipher much. But still. I liked your whimsical "Mix of Thoughts" post. And also, for a change, the center-aligned text.
You did come back in style!
Hi, I'm visiting your blog after a long, long time. I liked this post. Didn't understand much of it, but that isn't a prerequisite to liking it.
I love the way you express yourself..and wish I could do the same. That's the reason I occasionally read this blog. To see if you've put into words the things I have felt, so that I can go through them thinking, "Yes, yes..exactly!"
Sagar
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