Damn this whole thing! What should have been an exciting thing seems to be just a headache now. Sure I knew I'd have to work doubly hard for MA and Alliance Francaise on my return, as well as before leaving. I was OK with that. What I wasn't OK with was this confusion. My passport still hasnt come yet..isnt that brilliant? Way to go babe...you're set to conquer the world. Ha!!!
As if this wasn't enough, there's a big confusion about tickets. I've finally sorted it out a bit and think I'm going by Alitalia, but knowing I can't visit Mansi has taken all and any excitement and eagerness out of the trip. I was supposed to go visit Mansi in Muscat on my return journey, but we ended up coming to face to face with some bizarre rule that female tourists can't enter Oman without a male escort. I waited for a few days to find out about it and anyways today I finally gave up and got my Gulf Air tickets cancelled. Only to get a mail from her asking me to hang on for a few more days. I'm so tired of this whole mess, I just wanna stay here now.
I'm so fed-up of everything. My life used to be simple at one time..what went wrong? I mean right now just everything in my life seems complicated - social life, personal life, studies, this exchange program...I could just curl up into a foetal position and give up on everything. I'm tired. Its been over a year and things just won't settle down. If I get one thing right something else goes wrong. If this is what it means to grow up and hope to have dreams fulfilled..I want a simple, staid and boring adult life.
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