Boring Day...

*Sigh*
What a boooooooooring day.
It's just half done, but I'm already so bored I could cry with it. I had to go to Churchgate to pick up a letter from Alliance Francaise confirming that my fees has been transferred to the January session. So I went ALL the way to Churchgate, picked up the letter and came back. I spent like 2 and a half hours doing JUST this. Sure I should have probably gone to BCL since I was going there, or maybe NGMA/Colaba Causeway/Oxford - but I hadn't even touched the books I got from BCL last week and I didn't feel like lakhdofying alone. Just not feeling like doing stuff alone today.

Appu was gonna come, but ofcourse that too got cancelled. Why am I surprised? It's a miracle when plans work out without a hitch when she's involved. OK - I'm bitching, I know, but I'm disappointed - big time. I really should work on this thing I have - I expect alot from my friends and get disappointed and hurt if they don't live upto it. Not really their fault, coz they don't promise me anything, just stupid, naive little me thinks that if I bend backwards to give them happiness, so would they? OK dont bend backwards, forwards, sideways, once in a while do as you say? It's the same reason why I go sour on people - coz I get tired of any angel's wings and halo and one fine day say... YO!! People, see those horns? They come from the devil's family. I'm angelic till I snap, and then I just couldn't care a damn if you're alive or dead and rotting in a grave. Extreme na? I wish I wasn't. I'm supposed to be balanced and I think I am, just this fault - I expect alot. I wish I didn't. But then, if wishes were horses...