I'm getting really worried now. Will my passport come on time? Damn but why must people unnecessarily put thoughts in your head - its like they had a problem with me sitting calmly. Why are you not tense, they said? Well now I am - do you have a cure for it? Can you get rid of my worries and anxieties, or better yet can you make the passport come in jiffy? Gah!
I worry about other things too. When I'm in Germany (ofcourse these days I'm thinking IF I'm in Germany, since people say my passport won't come on time, I've delayed it too much) how will Amma manage? Who will be able to see that she's not feeling that great, but not saying anything and continuing to pull stuff, lift stuff and do the chores etc? Who will sense that something's wrong and put it right? I should be able to rely on someone to do this - but sadly I can't. And its eating me up inside that things at home will change drastically when I'm away.
Please please please let things work out fine!!! I'm counting on it!!!
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